okays.
once,i had this thinking..
"wouldn't it be better if im gone?"
then those people who hate to see mi would be more happier?
without mi,my parents wouldn't have bcuz of mi quarrelled again.
without mi,frens wouldn't have so much problems.
without mi,my sis would be more happy le bahx?
without mi,frens would be much more happier since im th pain in their eyes.
without mi,mum wouldn't be so angry all those.
without mi,those hu wish tat im gone,is much more better.
without mi,life will be better for everybody bah since im th cause of all things.
as tat tym was heartbroken,i was tinking "isn't it beta to put an end to these sufferings?"
might as well cut wrist,eat panadols all those to make myself weak all those
and even can lead to death.
but i was very wrong.
very very wrong to have tis tinking of mine.
No. things aren't gonna change.
people hu cares for mi would be even more sad.
my family would suffer even more.
life isn't gonna be beta for dem.
DEATH. it doesn't gonna solve anything.
we have to sort it out.
ya,maybe im talkin big.
but,i reali dun wish any of my frens to hav tis tinking tat death is th best solution.
everything is possible.
relationships failed,try again.
we still hav a bright future ahead of us,
why not make use of th present and future instead of th past?
our future is in our own HANDS.
we carve th path tat we wanna go.
life hav ups and downs.
everyone is imperfect.
we might tink tat "its th end of th world"
but No. we can always ask for help.
help is available if u ask.
havin life is always beta(:
so yeah,tts wat i wanna say.
ciaos for nw(: