//Chapter 12

Posted on 10.4.10

hello people.

well,i finally had another topic to talk about leXD

thanks to incredible tales.

hmmm...

open up your imagination...

imagine if you are dead,will you accept the fact?

or choose not to accept the reality?

accept your own death?

accept that you are dead and cannot be living like the way you used to?

can you?

hmm....can i?

i don't think im able to at this age.

i would choose to escape from what i know.

and continue to live my life as though nothing happens.

but i can't.

people can't see you anymore,

people will fear and starts to get further and further from you.

they no longer know your existance.

i would of course wish to live longer.

but if god wants to take me away,he will.

heaven or hell,i don't know.

most probably hell?

agony of pain and sufferings.

it's sad that people do leave your lives and you had to move on.

it might be a huge blow or even a motivation for you to soar higher.

to achieve a greater height.

and sometimes,you choose not to believe what had happened.

but when you think back,those memories will flashback,and who knows,

you may even regret not cherishing that person.

if im dead,not mentioning about my family,

i think i would also have a huge blow for me.

talk to people whom you know they can't reply you back,

roaming around without anyone notice.

sad isn't it?

living as the dead,it seems lonely.

well,that's all i have people!

good nite! (;

xoxo, Li En