//Chapter 12

Posted on 30.5.10

Second Chance.

everybody deserves it right? :/

is not that if you did something wrong or a mistake in the past,

people will think that you are always like that right?

they should be given another chance.

people do reflect and change.

and it's not like they will be forever. :/

and yes,if that happens,

everything is back to square one again.

same goes for friendship, family and any other things in life.

-My Story Time-

okays, seriously, i hate year 2010.

it screwed up almost everything in my life. :/

if it's not one thing, it's another.

some sort of foreverneverlasting for the first half of the year.

and the feeling sucks to the max.

i know everyone is not perfect and those who are,

isn't in this world.

not even god is Perfect.

but we are trying very hard to be. Perfect.

it is the word we want to achieve.

since start of this year,things aren't going on my way.

friends,they are a big problem for me.

i had this bunch of friends in school

whom i called friends who are not yet to the stage where i call them best friends

but almost.

we hang out,talk etc. together for years.

in school,they are my closest. (apart from my sisters and sze hui)

this year, ever since school reopen,

i felt left out. not yet completely at first.

i know they had lots of good times with each other,work and stuffs.

and as their friend, i listen.

days,weeks and months passed,they are still talking about it

and you had no idea what are they actually talking about.

i'm sure everybody's patience had a limit right?

yeahs,it's up to my limit already.

i always thought "they will be there for me"

but i'm wrong. very wrong.

after some times with each other, we had cold war.

for no particular reason.

in our world, there are only them. no me inside.

i became INVISIBLE to them.

i don't exist.

till now,i still don't know why.

why cold war during that period of time?

felt hurt? down-hearted? lonely? :/

ever felt that way before?

when everyone whom you are close,

left you ALONE out there.

we each went on our seperate ways.

they go theirs and i go mine.

until for like weeks?

then we started to get back again.

but sometimes,they still go their way.

at least, it's much more better.

second chance,should i give?

yes,i should.

let bygones be bygones.

and i really hope they can cherish me like i do, in this friendship .

-The End-

so..... in short,

people should be given a second chance if they are willing to start all over again.

to forget about what they did to you,the hatred in you,the disputes you have with them.....

many other things.

people do change,just like the world will be revolving.

sometimes, goodbye is a second chance.

xoxo, Li En