//Chapter 12

Posted on 24.6.10

i had a bad dream.

in this dream, i wasn't with baby.

i was with these 2 guys.

the first guy, he asked me for a relationship.

i was with him till he found the girl of his dream.

after which, i was with another guy.

we were together for days.

he was a flirt. i didn't knew.

don't know why at about 5plus AM,

i jumped out of my bed.

i was in the dark, alone.

i was afraid.

i fear something might be behind me.

i fear again once more for my past.

the way which ___ treated me. ):

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baby, hui luan and me were in a bad mood.

baby was in a bad mood because of someone.

hui luan was in a bad mood because of someone.

i was in a bad mood only at night because of a group of people.

the whole thing was like that.

hui luan, ann li and me head to tn3 to wait for hui luan de boy.

i told them to go in first as i want to wait for my boy.

i stood outside and there is this group of 2 boys and girls knock the window.

knocking and knocking on the window where i was standing. nevermind.

i heck care them. i went over to the bus stop.

then stood outside mac near the road.

i saw him and headed towards the mac again.

they laughed for no reason. =.=

i was already pissed off by then.

boy, his friend and hui luan want to find them trouble.

don't know what "zao cha" :/

i was worried.

i don't want them to get into fight just because of me.

just let it go and forget about this matter.

how long can the hatred be in you?

how long can you hate?

how long can we remember the hatred?

why not forget about it and move on?

Our lives will be much more happy this way. (:

yes, i was angry at that point of time.

in our lives, we do met people who make us angry,

things which make us angry and all.

but after angry awhile, we got to move on.

we can't be using fists and all to solve the problem.

in both ways, we are going to hurt people and ourselves.

so why not each step backwards right? :D

Tata~

xoxo, Li En