//Chapter 12

Posted on 22.9.10

I miss you.

How can you stop me from missing you when I miss you so so much

in my life. );

I miss you my Boy.

50 more days to endure before the whole thing end.

I'm sick.

I need you. ):

Having throat pain that cause me to cough. ><

I miss you so so much.

At most I can endure is till 1 week.

Enough le.

I 'm going back to those days when I can't see you,

missing you like hell,

don't know where you are.

All I know is this person by the name of Lim Mengteck exist.

That's all I know.

It's really killing me when I know I still can see you but I can't,

It's worse than can't be able to see you and I really can't.

It will only make me cry even more than the past.

I can't hold on anymore.

Yes, I do smile.

Yes, I do smile infront of others.

Yes, I do receive texts from you,

but that can't replace the YOU.

It's hard to smile when I look back at those photos taken.

It's hard to eat when we USED TO eat by each other's side.

But no worries, I still do eat.

It's really hard for me to smile when I'm alone.

Alone. ):

Feeling so so terrible everyday.

Wishes to see you, but I can't.

You don't let me break the decision. ):

I told myself not to cry, but somehow at points of the day,

especially in the night where no one sees those tears from my eyes,

It just drop down. );

And soon, the pillow will be soak with my tears.

Tears of missing you, tears of sorrows. T^T

It's really painful.

Boy, can you take away those pain and sorrows?

Cause it's really killing me inside out.

xoxo, Li En